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i was a jerk to myself until now

i was a jerk to myself until now

  In the past, I distracted myself… or tormented myself…enslaved myself? with the fantasy, illusion, delusion, obsession that I could get other people to do for me what me what I could only do for myself. … the simple gift of paying attention to my feelings,...
They May Not Want to Talk to You

They May Not Want to Talk to You

  “There was hatred in some glances, but generally more curiosity than hatred.  We were representatives of an enemy power that had employed a weapon far more terrible and deadly than poison gas, yet in the four hours we spent in Hiroshima none so much as spat at...
Marcuse, Eros @ I’m Not in Love

Marcuse, Eros @ I’m Not in Love

  I keep your picture up on the wall. It hides a nasty stain that’s lying there. So don’t you ask me to give it back. I know you know it doesn’t mean that much to me. 10cc     Brevity Codes for Lovers in a Rush 10-0 Use Caution 10-1...
rejection, scared of rejection

rejection, scared of rejection

April 27th, 1992 “Greetings from Fairbanks! This is the last you shall hear from me Wayne. Arrived here 2 days ago. It was very difficult to catch rides in the Yukon Territory. But I finally got here. Please return all mail I receive to the sender. It might be a...
For Those Who Still Hear the Guns

For Those Who Still Hear the Guns

  “The child comes home and the parent puts the hooks in him. The old man, or woman, as the case may be, hasn’t got anything to say to the child. All he wants is to have that child sit in a chair for a couple of hours and then go off to bed under the...